Sunday, 3 February 2019

ReBiRtH

what's popping kiddos I'm back
ok in all seriousness I'm getting back into blogging & Lalaloopsies again after going back on Lalaloopsy Amino (you should join!) and deciding that my articles are a bit too long for my audience on Amino so instead I'll post my Lalaloopsy & LPS thoughts, opinions, advice and updates for my YouTube (which is a little bit dead at the moment if I'm honest) here.
a few updates for you:
  • I'm nowhere near as active on my YouTube as I'd like to be; there are many reasons but I guess the main one is a thing called executive dysfunction which affects my entire life and is a symptom of Asperger's Syndrome. Now I'm not self diagnosing just to be 'quirky' or hop on the bandwagon, I've been diagnosed by a variety of different people from a young age - it just so happens that my parents haven't decided to pursue an official diagnosis because a) it can cause a LOT of problems with getting a job because if you have a neurological disorder or disability you have to disclaim it from my understanding and b) they probably just can't be bothered and keep forgetting every time I bring it up.
  • If I could manage my time better, I'd dedicate most of it to making LPS Logic and also a new Lalaloopsy movie or short series I'm planning called Indigo (subject to change). It's a coming-of-age/comedy story about two girls from different backgrounds who become best friends and go on a mission to become more interesting OR they fall in love I honestly can't decide between the two oops. please decide for me.
  • I'm experiencing mental burnout and have a ton of schoolwork as per usual and I have GCSEs this May (big end of year torture devices exams for everyone in the UK in the equivalent of 10th grade) and I also have a job now since last April which helps me pay for stuff like Spotify, LPS, Lalaloopsies and a bunch of new clothes (I'm trying to reinvent myself don't judge me) so that's fun! in short I suck at managing my time and I also have no time any more so I'm stuck in a perpetual state of stress, apathy and sleep deprivation.
  • this blog post is a cry for help
  • in other news my old laptop started working again (although I'm sure it'll break in a few weeks) so I'm writing this post on said laptop; I need to transfer all my files back from my parents' laptop which may take a while
  • I think in the future I'm going to do my schoolwork on my laptop and keep my YouTube stuff on my parents' laptop
  • nobody even reads this so I have no idea why I'm telling the internet all this useless information???
ok that's about it
also my writing style has changed a lot it resembles a tumblr textpost more than anything sorry for the decrease in quality
my articles about Lalaloopsies & LPS should be better written than my personal blog posts though
if you've managed to scroll this far, thanks for putting up with this absolute trainwreck of a blog post, I applaud you.
I'll see you soon!
- Eden x